Some interesting feedback....

I got two different individuals giving me feedback. One of them suggested that I am someone who is suited for work/roles which involves lot of analysis. I am good with numbers and can possibly see a lot of patterns around the same.

Somebody else said that I operate between extremes. I can extremely arrogant at one go and completely self deprecating on the other.

I also gave myself some feedback wherein I said that one of the thing which needs improvement in myself is the amount of enthu I bring to something I take up.
That's it for today. More later....

The Power of Rationalization

A bad day

Today is one of the worst days of my life. No that something drastically wrong happened to me but its a combination of factors. One of them is my general dis-illusionment in life. I am not specifically clear on the my plans going forward and I find myself in a very peculiar situation. On the one hand I am not clear on what ever little work I am doing and on the other I am not clear on the next steps I should take.
Second problem is I am a bit unclear on whatever little I am trying to accomplish in my job. I am not happy specifically with my efforts in this space.
Thirdly, a slightly embarassing episode happened today which exposed me big time on my lack of grip on the information. All these added to problems of my dis-illusioned mind. I am a bit unhappy overall & I am looking for some divine intervention to solve all this.