Sunday, January 30, 2011

Climate change & me.

The discussion around climate change has always intrigued me. Have been part of some basic discussions around this subject thanks to the job I have at Unilever. It evokes an eclectic combination of responses from people around you. The responses vary from a strong desire to be part of the solution to a sense of disbelief. Then there are those of us in between who do not know what to do but do believe that Climate change is indeed happening. So what's the truth? Should we worry about this at all? Well to start with, I am no expert and I have not even made a honest effort to read the latest happening in this space. But I want to put down my thoughts on this topic as I have a nagging feeling that this would indeed define our future.
Climate change is a continuous phenomena and has been taking place and would continue to take place irrespective of human activity. The essential debate which we must get right is increase in rate of climate change as a consequence of green house gas emissions which lead to increase in average temperatures on planet earth. Again, It must be noticed that temperatures have been increasing after the recovery from ice ages for thousands of years now which is a natural phenomena. Green house gases which get emitted as a consequence of man made activity have accelerated this temperature increase. Temperature increase at the natural rate (as allowed by  Mother Nature) lets us and all species of Flora/Fauna adjust to the same. But now the increased rate puts all of us under grave risk of survival. We also should note that fact that even when temperature increases at natural rate many species do not survive leading to Darwinian evolution. The essential challenge is that of faster rate of climate change and not climate change which we all need to grapple with. Its a highly non linear science and I am sure a mathematicians delight from that perspective.
Above is a simplistic explanation of Climate Change and there are many important technical nuances which need to be understood.
So what do we do? We have a population of ~7 Billion ( I am told the 7 Billionth child will be born in UP India, not sure how they made this calculation). There is no way we can cut it back to ~1 Billion assuming that this would solve the problem. There are many assumptions over here, couple of them being cutting consumption levels for example of fossil fuels we can stop an already started process of temperature increase or reduction in consumption by 7 times is good enough with per capita consumption at today's levels. These are complex questions and we shall leave them for the best minds in American Universities to solve.
Do we cut our consumption levels by 7 times? Even If we were to assume that this would work how do we do this? Do we trust science to bring solutions for the same? If we were to replace all Desktops by IPads will we reduce enough polymer consumption? Do we replace all the SUVs with Maruti Alto Cars across the globe? Do we do away with lifts in all the buildings for 5 floors? Some of us would use the lift to sixth floor and walk a floor down. Do we wait for next generation bricks or cement which have lower carbon footprint i.e. emit lesser green house gases? There are no simple answers and these are questions which would occupy the minds of scientists for at least next 20 years.
I actually believe that technology does not have all the answers for once. We need to overhaul the whole system of which we are a part. We need to start by identifying the cost of increased rate of climate change. Should be easy If we were to assume that climate change would lead to our extinction right. Then we need to allocate this cost to our consumption patterns and then we perhaps would have the right problem to solve. Once we do that we use science and of course maths to help us identify the right solutions. Sounds logical right, after all this is how we deal with any other decision making process right. Establishing present value of assets/liabilities etc is a common step undertaken in almost anything we do. But in the case of climate change this does not work and I wonder why? Sometime back in Cancun all the major countries came together and debated on how much increase they will allow themselves for green house gas emissions. Forget about reducing the same, they could not come to an agreement on how much increase should be fine. It was amusing to say the least for me as the discussion took place in the absence of perhaps the most important stakeholder. All participants would do well to invite her to the discussion next time. Not sure If this stakeholder has time though as Mother Nature is too busy solving the most complex problems around us which we are yet to formulate. Perhaps a reflection of bloated opinion of self which man kind has (a scaled up version of what I have for myself), I noticed this excerpt in a famous book.
On the planet Earth, man had always assumed that he was the most intelligent species occupying the planet, instead of the third most intelligent. The second most intelligent creatures were, of course, Dolphins, who, curiously enough, had long known of the impending destruction of Earth. You see, on the planet Earth, man had always assumed that he was more intelligent than dolphins because he had achieved so much - the wheel, New York, wars and so on - whilst all the dolphins had ever done was muck about in the water having a good time. But conversely, the dolphins had always believed that they were far more intelligent than man - for precisely the same reasons. They'd made many attempts to alert mankind to the danger, but their communications were misinterpreted as amusing attempts to punch footballs or whistle for tidbits." -Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
I hope we start listening to the Dolphins and get our act right........

Thursday, January 27, 2011

When was the last time.......

When was the last time you felt proud about being a human being? Tough one as for me Human beings are the ones who have created all that is undesired. Although, I do get to know some wonderful stories on human endeavors through my friends. In this post, I wanted to talk about something which inspired me.
It was few weeks back. I took an Auto Rickshaw in the morning as usual and was talking with my mom on phone when the driver stopped just before we reached my office. He gets down and he moved towards this small tree on the road side. I was thinking about walking rest of the distance. Just then I noticed that this guy stopped near the tree  and started looking at another person who was trying to unwind something. I also suddenly realized lots of crows around that tree. On getting closer, I see this guy trying to help a crow which was struck on the tree because of some thread and was not able to fly. With some effort as the crow was not proving to be helpful this other guy managed to help the crow leave. This was a special moment for me. I perhaps (actually for sure) would not have done this If I were the first person to notice this. I felt this guy was special and he was different. What he did was not about bringing either physical courage or moral courage into play. It was about the desire to be useful, desire to help someone/something which was beautiful about him.
Couple of weeks later, I was working on my laptop rather listening to this Lata Mangeshkar Song from Dastak (1970) and I noticed a crow was stuck on a tree in a housing society next to mine. I initially hoped that it would just fly off but it did not. After around 30 minutes I realized I cannot remain a spectator to this and I started walking towards the tree. As soon as I reach that place I noticed the crow was gone. I felt good as for once I had at least made an attempt to do something useful.
Most of us struggle to motivate ourselves to be of help to others. It is not that we are inherently evil but we always ask ourselves this question of what's in it for me before we take something up. We need to bring a bit of selflessness into ourselves for selfish reasons. As someone has rightly said,
I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no hurt, but only more love. This was said by Mother Teresa.............

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Just say it.....

This particular entry in my blog has been created by a special friend of mine. So all credit to her for this. It talks (my takeout) about prioritizing the idea of giving back to people who have made a difference to one's life. Read on.
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Have thought of adapting this mantra, "Just say it" .. Few articles (ok just two of them)moved me to adapt this. What's it all about do read on !
There were two articles One was by an NRI who dreads the emergency calls usually expected from old parents who would get hospitalized or get ill suddenly and the feeling that you never expressed what you felt for them because you were so busy chasing your dreams hits you hard & the other where a lady - wife - mother got killed in an accident at Santacruz driving back after dropping her husband at the airport! The latter sent me on a spin of thoughts on what must have been her last words to her husband before he boarded the plane ? How many kids did she have ? How would they cope without her ? Was there anyone at home along with her kids ?

As a person i usually express my thoughts - good,bad as well as neutral ones. But when i compare all the three its "bad" that leads the pack hence i thought before its too late let me thank and express what each person in my life is special and i am what i am because they have a made a difference to my life
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I have always felt that one does not know the value of an item unless he looses it. Human relationships are also in similar space. We all run after money, new human relationships among other things at the cost of existing relationships because we want them. As someone has rightly said, "The problem is we are all human and its human to desire for more".
I actually believe its difficult to practice what my friend says but its her perspective. As I have already said there is nothing Right or Wrong......

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Watched Dhobi Ghat today. Went to the movie with a blank mind as I did not know what to expect. It is about four characters who have their story to tell. Yasmin is in the process of bringing together all the routine realities of her life in a video cassette so that she can send the same to her brother. Coming from small town India, I believe she shoots this video cassette not because she wanted to send the same to her brother but because she did not have anything else to do. Of course this is open to the interpretation of audience.
Arun is a painter who likes staying alone, separated from his wife and kid. The only activity he pursues is painting.
Munna plays the role of Dhobi, he wants to make it big in Bollywood. The character I like though is that of "Shai". She has taken a sabbatical from her job  in a Bank at New York. She decides to come to Mumbai to pursue her passion of photography on the pretext of doing something useful for the bank she is employed in. All of us crave for such opportunities right? What I liked about her is she represented so many of us who are into jobs without knowing why they are in them. She is also vulnerable to the usual desires of human mind. The way she gets separated from Arun and how she subsequently chases him although lacks courage to tell him so are well shot. Recommended for those of us who want to see our simple lives presented in a sophisticated fashion.
Other story on Television channels today is the fight between Congress and BJP in Karnataka over governor's sanction of prosecution against CM. While the topic of what's right and what's not is a matter which I would like to pick in a separate blog. What interests me is that we have individuals who are perhaps in the last phase of their life i.e. less than third of life left but still fighting for material outcomes. I wonder what their motivation is. On the other hand we have Shai in Dhobi Ghat who perhaps has lived less than a third of her life and is not motivated to further pursue material causes.
I also happen to read this article shared by my cousin on Facebook today.
http://www.hindu.com/mag/2010/02/07/stories/2010020750120400.htm
It talks about psychopathic personality and its characteristics. It also introduced the concept of socially enabled psychopath to me. Thanks to the goal oriented activities we all pursue today, some of us are ready to break all the rules we have set to reach them. Inability to empathize with fellow human beings and inability to feel emotions or perhaps feel them so fleetingly that he does not acquire any emotional learning from them. I believe this goal orientation and the characteristics of psychopathic personality described are responsible for how our politicians and indeed many of us behave the way we do. Shai is different, she is emotional, empathizes with others and would perhaps never break societal rules. So how do we bring these abilities into all of us? But for me the larger question is whether its desirable? Do we all need to be good and right the way we have conventionally defined.
As somebody has rightly said, "There is no such thing as Right or Wrong, There is only perception"

Monday, January 17, 2011

Spent the complete day meeting consumers in Hyderabad. Interesting learning's but those are for a different forum in office. I love the effort young women (must be true for men as well but we met only women today) make to ensure that they are closer to what they want to be. When I was young I also wanted to do a lot but did not do much. That tagline "Hum Karna tho bahut kuch chahte hain par karte kuch nahin" from a Bipasha Basu Ad works very well for me. 
Reached airport thereafter directly as my colleagues turned down the idea of having a Irani Chai in Hyd on the way. I was hoping to refresh myself with a Irani Chai and Mirchi there but it was to not happen. Reached Hyd Airport and then we all had Guntur Idli at Idli Point there. Awesome stuff. But its important to make the right choice, Order Guntur Idli specifically. Avoid filter coffee here as it was not worth it. Boarded the flight thereafter and had a chance to listen to my favorite songs of Aashiqui besides sleeping. Got down at Mumbai and here I am at home. 
Another item which has caught my attention recently is Notion Ink's Adam Tablet PC. This has been developed by a startup in B'Lore, managed by a team of young entrepreneurs. I was quite impressed to read about this in newspapers which had headlines of this Tablet competing with Apple's IPAD. 
Well done to this team and I am not bothered about whether they succeed or not. What's important is that they tried and its fantastic. 
Another day in office tomorrow, let's hope I pick on something new tomorrow as well as I did through my engagement with people who pay me...Consumers....

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Managed to come to Hyderabad this weekend, wanted to stay away from Mumbai and thank god I could manage it. It started with me getting up at 05:00 AM on Saturday, something I must confess I hate, although I love to stay awake whole night for a good reason. Took the Jet Airways flight and to my surprise it was just 15 mins late, it dropped me at Hyd Airport at 09:00 AM. Took the Bus to Secunderabad and here started my stay in Hyd with the usual chat in hyderabadi hindi with the auto wala here. After a bit of fight I get into it and reach home. Thanks to the fact its Sankaranthi, I had some excellent food for the lunch. There were no takers for my plan of going out to Southern Spice, In the hindsight I think food at home was far better. Went to visit my cousins newly bought home thereafter. While driving back home, saw a guy who met with accident just in front of my eyes. He died on the spot and I felt terrible that I could not do anything for him. He had overtaken me perhaps less than a minute before he met with the accident. Went for a longish walk thereafter. I was disturbed while walking this time and Its a new feeling I have acquired over last few days. Don't think I will continue with this habit for long. Watched TV thereafter and then slept of. I somehow sleep better in Hyd. I have just spent two years in Hyd in my life but I love this place. I feel completely at ease here.


Sunday started with Badminton for about an hour. I have never been good with sports but I like playing. But this is the story of my life, I have never been good with anything but I like participating. Exactly four days back somebody told me I have a bloated opinion of self and I agree. Followed this up with some chatting with Uncle and cousins. Interesting little conversations. I must say I have drifted quite far apart from the ideal world they expect me to live in.Went to Big Bazaar thereafter. This time with my cousin and his wife. I love them both. She obviously was interested in shopping. She wanted to buy these pair of Lovebirds. Some trivia on Lovebirds is "Smaller members of the parrot family from Africa and Madagascar. They belong to the family Agapornis Personata in Greek which means 'Agapa' (love) and 'ornis' (bird')". I must say I am not a big fan of putting animals/birds into a cage. Not that I have not done this in the past, I remember owning a parrot when I was a kid but I genuinely believe that restricting the freedom of any living being is the worst we can all do. 
We returned and I then took a bus to my other Uncle's house. Took a bus from Secunderabad to Lingampally. On the way the bus stopped at KPHB. This is where I lived while I worked in Hyd. I still remember my stay here and I wondered, how similar I am to the Vamsi five years back? I have added to my vulnerabilities. Reached my Uncle's home, I love this place again where he lives. Its outside the city, far from all the chaos. After spending couple of hours with him with a trip in between to buy some vegetables I take this Bus to Abids to watch this Telegu Movie called Mirapkayi. While reaching Abids, I met this old gentleman in the bus seated next to me. He started complaining about traffic at Lakdi Ka Pul. I was wondering how nice it would be If the traffic jam were to continue till eternity. This would avoid my need to get back to Mumbai. But as all good things come to an end (yes I felt good about this Traffic Jam), the jam ended in about 20 minutes and I reached this theater called Ramakrishna in Abids. Watched the movie and my one line advise to every individual is to not go for this. The only question in my mind while watching this movie was what motivates young girls from other parts of India to act in Telugu movies besides the money they get. After the movie, it took us approximately 25 minutes to reach home. As soon as I reach home I get to know (after I switch my Laptop on) couple of my friends have finished Half Marathon at Mumbai, I felt very good for them. It takes quite a lot of effort and well done to both of them.
And my day ends here. Its another day of work tomorrow, this time at Hyd though. I return to Mumbai in the evening and I must say I don't want to....

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Style.....

So what exactly is "Style". I started thinking about this when I was forced to read few slides on something related to my work. Dictionary.com defines it as "a particular kind, sort, or type, as with reference to form, appearance, or character". Does this mean any form is "style"? Is there something called Vamsi's style? I never thought so and its a weird feeling to even contemplate what it could be.
But then we all do have a some notions on what style is and what its not. The moment we notice a women with beautiful hair we ascribe the word "style" to it. Its the same when we talk about somebody's attire. Not everyone's attire is worthy of the word style though. So what are these distinctions? On further probing I realized style is ascribed to only aspirational forms, appearance or character. 
For example, my blogs are far away from the word "style" as content in the same is not aspirational. Some other person would not be proud of having this in their blogs. But Is this all? Now If we were to  help an individual with beautiful attire which happens all the time, Is that enough? No right, we have this notion that he/she needs to be able to carry it. So style is a total package, It includes not just the external elements such as attire etc but also who you are from inside. A small town boy cannot immediately carry designer clothing, he would need to work on it as what's inside him needs to match what he wants to carry on himself. I pondered over all this and more while thinking of this in the context of my job. While trying to design products for our consumers we are too prescriptive. We tell them that these prescriptions are stylish but the fact is we need to be able to give a unique product solution to each consumer which matches with her internal being. It certainly not easy but then most of the things in life are not. We tend to mix up trends with styles. Trends are basically what we notice as an outcome of choice exercised by population of consumers. 


So style is both internal and external, defined by who you are in addition to what you are carrying. Next time you buy an IPAD thinking that it would add to your style quotient, think again?

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Aaj Phir Jeene ki Tamanna Hai...Aaj Phir Marne ka Iraada Hai.....This is from a wonderful song written by Sailendra for one of my all time favorite movie called "Guide". I wonder what was he thinking of while he wrote these lines. While they seem to perfectly fit the context of the song in the movie, they are two completely contrasting thoughts brought together and he does so effortlessly. 
I have faced many a times questions in life where I usually have two answers instead of one. More often than not both the answers are complete opposites and both seem right. It starts with something as simple as whether I want to go ahead with my routine of office etc on a Monday morning?  It can be a slightly more involved question of whether I want to go ahead and buy a property somewhere. It can be even more tricky when I am faced with questions such as do I want to continue doing what I am right now which is pursuing my 9 to 5 job. I obviously struggle with the answers and more often than not status quo prevails. This is one of the many imperfections I possess. Strangely enough when it comes to making decisions in my professional life I realize I am quite good at making choices. I usually do not take a lot of time to choose one answer over another irrespective of whether it turns out to be the right option when I am at work.
Watched "No One Killed Jessica" recently. While the movie is unforgettable for reasons besides the movie, One must commend the director to bring this subject up to refresh our memories of the injustice which hit Jessica Lal in Yr 1999. I remember arguing many a times with my friends in her favor while there were others who were of the view that a girl who is in show business would face unsafe situations such as the one which took her life. Coming back to movie, Jessica is this character who perhaps had only one answer to all the questions she had. She knew what she wanted and just went ahead. Totally unlike me I must say. 
After watching the movie and having returned to home at around 12:15 AM, I suddenly realize I am hungry. I roamed around Sakinaka to buy some food as I could not overcome my laziness to cook or perhaps wanted to just walk around for some more time. I end up with this guy who was selling Bananas. After buying few of those I casually ask him, Kaise ho? Sab badiya chel raha hai na? He says "Kya Saab, Sab ko sab kuch tho nahin milta na, Paisa hai to khushi nahin, khushi hai to paisa nahin". Maine usse poocha dono possible nahin hai kya, he smiled at me and did not answer.
I was reminded of this line which I had quoted in office couple of days back, written by Nida Fazli for a movie.
kabhi kisi ko mukammal jahan nahin milta
kahin zameen to kahin aasman nahin milta

Maine socha, Mujhe tho Zammen aur Aasman dono chahiye, tho mera kya hoga. Another case of my desire for two outcomes for one single question. 
The Bananawala intelligently asked me to figure out what I want through his smile. May upparwala pass me the wisdom of Bananawala.....

Saturday, January 8, 2011

So who is Mr. Binayak Sen. Read this article in Outlook just now. http://outlookindia.com/article.aspx?269953  The article describes him as icon for middles class of India. Is this true? Somebody like me who comes from Chattisgarh did not even know him till a month back which says a lot as Mr. Sen has been working in Chattisgarh for couple of decades now. But that's not the point which has got me thinking. Binayak Sen passed out from CMC Vellore in 1970's. After having passed out from one of the most prestigious medical school, one would expect him to settle down in a life of luxury. He choose not to and instead went into jungles of Chattisgarh to serve underprivileged. I wonder how did he arrive at this decision. For lot of us say that we want to serve those who are less privileged than others but very few end up doing. I certainly do not have the courage of leaving my life full of comfort (or rather luxury) and get into doing a fraction of what Mr. Sen has been doing. This is the bit which I am grappling with. The larger question is whether Mr. Sen is a better human being that others? Am I less worthy of human life than him.

With the above thoughts in mind, I started reading an article about Sachin Tendulkar in Outlook. It again describes him as icon for NRI's (not in as many words but that's the gist of what it says). Now Sachin has given wonderful moments to cherish. He has introduced Billion Plus (If not a billion at least 100 million) Indians to feelings which were unknown to them. He brought hope to them for dominating others when it seemed least likely. I still remember the Hero Cup Final in 1993 and the last over he bowled to South Africa in Semi final. But coming back to the article, it describes him as this special individual with cosmopolitan interests. These being Formula 1 racing, married to an older woman and he likes driving fast cars. We all still love him right...

Now who is a better individual, Mr. Sen or Sachin. How do we decide?

Some of us actually believe in this convenient logic that we are all here to play our part and we hardly decide what we ought to do. Hum sab is rangmanch ki katputliyan hai......Some of us believe that its about helping others and making a difference to them which would make our life worthy. Some of us believe that its about living for oneself, after all we have all got at best 60 odd years to live. In fact I am told that at this core, Hindu religion tries to answer this question "Who am I" which obviously lends itself to the answer to the question "What am I here for?" I actually know that I will never be able to answer this question for myself. But then...

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Tees Maar Khan

Another day passed by today. I enjoyed every bit of it for a change. It started with the usual conversations on phone & my chai. Spent a long day in office attending this meeting where I actually did not add any value. Its funny how some organizations pay you for doing nothing. But I am happy about it.

Went to this Farah khan movie "Tees Maar Khan". Wanted to watch "The Tourist" but we were a bit delayed and had to settle for TMK. I was not expecting much from the movie but we just wanted to watch one today and hence got in. Movie starts with couple of scenes which were designed to be funny but not sure what they ended up being. These were followed by Sheela Ki Jawani song which again took away all the energy I had. I was wondering whether I should get out and head back to home. But as someone has rightly said, Hope is a good thing to have, I persisted with the movie. Don't know If I got used to the movie or movie improved in content, I ended up watching the full movie. Akshay Khanna is fabulous in the movie and so if Katrina Kaif (not in the Sheela Ki Jawani but in subsequent scenes where she has to play this role of a dumb actress which I think is complete opposite of her real life personality).

Headed back to home after watching the movie and walked for around 20 odd minutes while doing so. I enjoy  walking late at nights, not sure why but I really do. There the day ended. Its been a hectic last two days and I hope I can quickly get back to my comfort zone of doing nothing.